orangelyn's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Could u? is it possible to be liked? is it? or is it something that the mind thinks of. is it possible to love? is it? or is it the imagination of the mind? i am confused. in a state of hopelessness. i can't help being Paranoid. worried. sad. betrayed. i dunnoe what i am feeling. or wat am i to do. many feelings are kept inside. i can't find a way to express it. should i be confused but not hurt? or should i be betrayed and not loved. could you be liked and not loved? could you love and not like? whats the difference in liking and wanting more? i can neither say nor tell. is it possible to keep everything in you and not say a thing? why is it that there is always some things which you know you can never have but yet still yearn for it? it is possible to like, love and hate at the same time? is it possible to be liked and unloved at the same time? do you get scared and worried when you know that these are all lies? do you know how to express yet not being noticed? do you know how to forgive and forget? do you know how to understand love? do you know what is it? how would you know if love hits you? how could you know if you would never be loved? whats that when you feel it, why is it gone when it leaves? a feeling of emptiness, dread fills you. feelings that are of the worst fills you. how can u tell if you are the one? how can u tell if he is the one? could you not see but tell? and could u see and not tell? could u touch and not feel? could you feel and not touch? could you feel it when depression comes? could you still be the same when it leaves? could you ever love someone again? could you ever be loved again? could the mind convince you? could you conivince the mind? could your heart be wrong? could it be wrong to follow your heart? is it really so difficult to love someone? is it really so difficult to be loved back? is it true that love is blind? or is it u that makes love blind? could faults and thoughts be grown? could faults and thoughts be forgotten? could this feeling go away? could it ever stay? would i still be the same? if it were to stay then go away? would i be loved again? or be wreaked into mist again. they say that love is blind? is it true cause you are looking true your eyes. will they say that true love dies? will they say that emotions fly? i tried so hard to forget. Somehow, i can't do that. the feeling so strong, yet so weak. i don't know if i'll still be me? whether or whether not to be? these depends on the way i see. i keep on wanting to go, but then, i go slow. i regret the things that i have done, i can't forget, no i can't. how hard i try to fight, the feeling is still there no matter how i fret. till this day i could still feel... could true love ever be real? 8:43 p.m. - 2003-08-31 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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