orangelyn's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- should i, will u, am i, i know, i wish.. i'm sorry dear diary.. sumthing happened. i dun think it should have. it's dev.. argh... i feel so torn... i feel so confused. is he really what i want.. or am i just finding love in the wrong place? should i do wat i should? should i relieve him of pain? should i let him go? should i be another's? should i be gone from his life? should i tell him i got kissed? should i tell him i'm a bitch? should i? am i just out for a fling? am i just not given enuff affection? am i just in love with him? am i just selfish not to let him go? am i just desperate? am i just being used? am i choosing the correct guy? am i having enough faith in him? am i willing to spent the rest of the days with him...? am i ? i wish.. i could be in ur arms.. i wish that we could be together.. i wish that u were the one that kissed me.. i wish that i was untouched. i wish that u knew how much i love u i wish.. i know that i have already done u wrong... i know that u really care and love me.. i know that i'm not worthy of u.. i know that in this world i can never find another like u.. i know that that u loved me like any man has ever loved a girl.. i know the sacrifices u have made for me.. i know the tears that u have cried.. i know that it was a stupid mistake.. i know that it'll be painful.. i know.. but.. will u forgive me of i told u? will u still love me? will u regret everything that u have done for me? will u try to forget me? will u be betrayed? will i still be ur darling? will i? i can't answer these questions.. the pain that love brings. the tears. the heartaches. the wonders u would do for love. lyn 12:02 a.m. - 2004-01-23 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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