orangelyn's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- a l o n e lots of things have happened. i dunnoe. its sooo confusing. maybe it's because of wad i'm lacking. what i want. he's apparently have been able to give me all that. like he's my boyfriend of somekind. weird. argh.. why must all these happen.. now my ex wants me back still. *sobs* maybe i'll just turn les or sumthing. things between us are not really perfect. it feels as if there's sum invisible blockade. i mean it's not him that's giving me the attention i want. it sumone else. that's the confusing part. or maybe.... i'm just too neglected. - feeling to numb to cry - lyn 3:31 p.m. - Saturday, May. 08, 2004 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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