orangelyn's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- the day of many many tots and words. today was.... s.l.a.c.k.a.b.l.e.i.s.h. a heeeeeeeeeeeeelll lot. oooohh lalalalala. was kinda sniffy today. ran ten rounds. going to run fifteen rounds tommrrow. not planning to gorged no more. i swear. chinese prep was omg. horrrendouus. i neeeeed my life back. badly. going mad with or without chinese. meeeeboooooo. *frumps* chinese should be condemmed. banned. i can't believe. prolly be zeeeee most number of days that i've gone through.... with chinese. argh!!!!! can't be true... curse swear spit die. but still looking forward to after o levels. dragggging my doooling mum along to book the chalet thingy. oh.. my dad, mum saw lester. wow. haha... mum reckons dere's sumthing between us. :):):):):):):):):):):):):):):) sould stay dumb. will be working at the billiard club there after me o levels. oohlala. i loove tat place. guys. and money. *grins* okay maybe not the guys.. but i neeed zeeeeee money honey. for my after o levels trip aka spree. for now. two things on my mind. major things. him and o levels. big time. i dunnoe why i feel this way but i can't heeeelp it. sumone shoot me. i mean i can explain, or find any godamm reason for my blardy emotions these few days. quite a lot of mood swings. i don't get them very often. usually if i do.. i can control them. but now it's like i'm thinking of him everyday. every minute. i can't forget. weird. i don't behave this way most of the time. and now... it's liddat... thats getting me on my nerves.. blooody weell on them. no i don't have pms.. sorry minnie gu.. haven't been good.. i know.. i shoukd have listened to you but human emotions still rules everything out. i neeeed him. badly. i can't find y. i don't see why too. but i have dreams bout him everynight. meow. i'm so bad at this. i tell ya.. i need counciling.. seriously.. meeting mingu at ten at macs. for the cum studying and lets bitch bout our lives thingy.. u see the contridictory statement. okay.. going to sleep now.. after i get the cd burned for lester. wad the heellll.. haha.. min should be my full time jie. *waves* moooomy went dancing today. as usual.. she gets to drive the mercedes.*damm* have u ever wanted to say things u can't? it hurts dammm much. baby u need to noe. u really do. but i can't tell you. i ♥ my booboo 10:19 p.m. - Saturday, May. 29, 2004 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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