orangelyn's Diaryland Diary

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trash talk

i LOVE mah parents.
they are like so nice to me now.
mum and dad called ter check on me today.
asked me if i wanted to eat anything.
or if i wanted anything.
(((:

okay.
so we did have a heart to heart talk.
again.
or rather a trash talk thingy.
dadee's cool with mah to-be rook piercing.
told him bout it.
and he was like: haiz, lyn, i don't understand why you do this.. (blah blah) but it's your body, so if you want to do anything it's up to you lah.
ooh.
hehs.
we'd kinda made a pact. you know. like he'd change and so do i.
yeah.
quite liberal to put it.
tsk tsk.
being a teenager is not easy.
(((:
told him that he was being too restrictive (which he is sometimes), judgemental against mah friends and stuff.
and that i don't even feel that i have a family.
so he went like, yes he know he's wrong and he'd change.
and i asked him if i could get kyer soon.
he went: okay. we'll go see her on saturday.
i nearly fainted.
mah mum too was like: if you think we don't have time to find her, we'll go out the day before. so we'll find kyer on sat.
x)))))

love is in the air alright.
dadee and mum gave me a big big hug last night.
haven hugged them for so long.
hehs.
oh. btw, all three of us ended up crying.
yeah.
including mah dadee.
weird.
the last time he cried was when i first left home.
which was like last year.
and he told me that they (mah parents) dote on me more then mah bro.
goodness.
haha.
it's good being the first child.
i feel so lucky.
dad said he'll give me mah freedom.
that he'll learn to let go of me.
so cool
- happy happy-

i've broken his heart so many times.
yeah.
by leaving home.
yelling at him.
being such a bitch.
but i know mah temper.
so i'm gonna control it.
or at least try to.
heh.
can't wait for him to come home.
miss mah dad.
and mah mum.
prolly won't get married cause i wanna be with them.

it's really interesting how suck a talk could change mah life.
totally.
suddenly, i feel as if i've got the best dad in the world.
maybe i do.
he gets me almost what i want.
buys for me what i want to eat for mah mid-night cravings.
acts as mah personal driver.
and of course mah atm machine.

he's the bestest.
so is mah mum.
-grins-
well. she sorta hinted to me went she said that we haven been shopping together for a very long time.
ooh i love herr.
hoho.

i'm gonna get them something nice for their anni.
which is on the 22nd of Nov.
gonna piece for them a photograph of their wedding.
yay!!
i'm brilliant.
lol!

some how after talking to dad, i get mah mind of john.
cool.
i mean it really helps cause i don't think as much as before.
and really can actually move on with life.
like the old me.
it's so surprising.
dad told me that he's a-okay with pop cultures.
and BGRs.
ooh- lala.
so i'm gonna get mah hair streaked, mah tattoo done and mah piercing.
and i'll stop at that.

going to work during the break.
need the cash for mah phone.
yeah.
i want the new phone.
the samsung one please?
santa hear mah cries alright?
i'll hang a sock over the stove.
(((:

decided not to get involved in any relationships for the time being.
it's been good so far.
i mean.
let me see.
from july till now.
not bad eh?
hoho.
i don't have a rebound.
-wooot
it's better liddat.
dun wanna get another person hurt unintentionally.

councilled de wei this morning.
he's having probs with his gurrl.
says she's pulling on his leash too firmly.
aye.
girls are liddat.
paraniod once you break their trust.
but things did get sorta okay now.
i hope.

still owe john stuff.
haha!
i'll get it done soon
i promise.

got so bored today i did up pic for char and min.
both skateboards.
like neon.
and erm. crystalized?
yeah.
hope you people like it.
will send it ter ya when i'm online.

nothing's good on tv now.
iron chef's over.
sighs
i love that show.
make me drool.
alot.
hah.
shall get back ter mugging now.
it's so bad that before i sleep, i can tell you the parts of your eye.
AHHHH.

it's no good. no good.

i promise
i will get over you .

4:14 pm - Wednesday, Oct. 20, 2004

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