orangelyn's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- My 15th Bdae gift..... *) [sumthin happened] I'm back from my chalet lovely. i really do like it alot haha hmmm.... i dunnoe. oh well alot of things have HAPPENED. including some NICE ones. Lena u should know. haha yarz bout U-KNOW-WHO i swear it wasn't the beer. or wateva ia have drank. i SWEAR. this is shit. i'm in big time. i mean i dun believe it myself. it's so unbelievable. i FREAK i dunnoe. wats up with me. it's not anything that i have felt before. really. i mean i dun go around saying u noe wat. ok.. fine i do that sumtimes and it has gotton me into deep trouble. like sean and all that stuff. but it wasn't intentionally. i can't save my freaking self. dooommm... i daresay. help. i can't fall 4 him. i juz can't. it;s too weird. but the feeling is there. i feel hopeless. i feel funny. like i've known him for a very long time. this sucks. AAAHHHHHHHHH..... happy bdae to me. nice way to start off lyn. liking sum1 u will never get. wat the shit. it doesn;t and wasn;t suppose to happen this way. i swear. it was talk then more talk and laughter. damm. i'm dead. so dead. i know i can't but i am. i can;t stop the way i feel. this is bad. i like HIm. final. lena save my comdemmed soul. thanks. how? i dunnoee... let see if he smses again. sad. let nature takes it's pth. it's not like i can change it. it's fated. juz happy to be able to know him. yarz. Cheers.....lynie. 11:19 a.m. - 2003-10-18 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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