orangelyn's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Could i be Urs? dear... doodling board. i'm, confused i really am. i dunnoe wat to say really or do for that matter this sucks got back my results. failed both ss amd histo i cant fail chinese desperate i cant fail. really anyway... i'm in deep shit. torn and tattered i'm sad i dunnoe really. it's painful. wat i'm doing. but i know. that it's the only thing i can do now is to make him haappy. i can't be the one. but i hope that i could help. it's saddening. and bleak. i guess it will have to end this way as i think that what i'm thinking of will never be. it's fated. well loving someone doesn't mean to have him or her it's just making that person happy i have to accept the fact. it seeems alright but i'm afraid that it will be so hurting. afraid. i would love to tell and say and expreess it out but it is just so hard for me to see the truth. i dun want to lose that person and that i really dun want to. not now. to someone. i caant. but i'll have too. i just know that it'll hurt alot. A.L.O.T i can;t bring myself to it's hard to forget i wished that i had never met or know anyone. than it wouldn't turn out this way but it has and yarz. i'll have to believe it. sadly. suicidal and heartbroken; lyn 4:11 p.m. - 2003-10-20 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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