orangelyn's Diaryland Diary

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I didn't know that bitches was she

i haven been updating

suckies

haha

well...

alot of things happened.

really

i guess...

i'm still numb

can't think, feel anything.

either care nor cry.

which i did a few days ago.

i mean wat the hell.

bob tried to do sumting.

i cried with him on the phone.

dunnoe why

he tried to make me forget him

using the meanest way eva

i'm going to forget kelvin

that's finally

but there's sumone

i can't

dammm.

sorrieee aaron

i didn't want things this way too.

sheesh

duh

bionks

i'm immune

to feelings

thanks.

i'm feeling like a bitch although i already am 1

i can't help it.

i mean i know bitches.

i've seen them.

but i'm NOT close to them.

BUT.

i found out that i am already with one.

suede

huh?

and the best part.

these words suit her.

farking shallow, stuck-up,freaking, mother-farking-god-dammed-B.I.T.C.H

i just had to type this out.

stuck-up.

shallow.shallow.shallow.shallow.shallow.

bitchbitchbitch.

fark.

=)

and i can't say anything

lovely.

just take ur farking mask off will u?

it's gonna be torn off anyway.

ur're so fake and u know that.

F.A.K.E

perfect.

acting like down right slutty

i'm absolutely awesomely disgusted.

never thought that u will stoop that low.

god.

i'll pray for u

i'm nice

i mean wat are u trying to do?

be a fake all ur life

piss off.

ur're damm desperate and u god-damm know it.

all the things that u do show it.

i regretted doing sumting

alot.

i shan't say it out.

u know urself.

i'm not saying anything.

didn't even mention ur farking name.

but

u know.

and so do i

so please... dun try faking.

u can't act

really.

so see through.

so dun go into the damsel in distress thing

u'll prolly degrade urself more.

so just take ur mask off alright?

wat's meant to be urs will be.

there's no use trying so hard to get it.

No. Point.

gothic;

lyn

3:50 p.m. - 2003-10-23

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