orangelyn's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- my complex world... i'm drowning.. save me ookie... i've made... thee chocolate strawberries!!!! :):):):):):):):):):) *licks* right... history's a four period tommorrow... barhs.. and i haven shown my slip to dadeee. ptm is on thursday. my anni is on sat. my chinese prelims is due next week. and i have been thinking of stuff. not good stuff. suddenly history and the past have seem to have come back to haunt me. i'm afraid that if i were to ask a question i might have to ask... i dunnoe if all things will end. i'm scared of knowing the truth. i'm terrfied of losing yoo. but if i dun ask.. it will be painful... cause it will be living one big lie. i'm torn.. one side i want to know the truth and be consoled, though it might be painful. yet, i'm fear the results and the outcome would be what i won't expect. i dun wanna wake up from this beautiful dream. but to know that it might be only a dream taunts me. i have to tell yoo baby, that there's a hole in my paper heart.. i have to confess that i've been damaged.. please dun tear it a part.. but if yoo were to, make it quick and fast.. causing me lesser pain to bear. lyn 8:34 p.m. - Monday, Apr. 26, 2004 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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